a little dazed...

there is something going on but i can’t seem to put my finger on it. i feel like something has changed since last week and somehow my world is different. i don’t know what it is so i can’t exactly articulate it. the people? the school? the interactions? i can’t figure it out.

i can’t seem to focus on school work at all. doing the readings is a chore that i get through somehow but it doesn’t feel like i’m retaining all that much. i wish i could somehow re-enter the heightened productivity mode that i had for a week or two last december...