burn baby, burn

i’ve burnt myself out... not from studying (that would be funny) but rather from social interactions... so confused. so very confused. i decided that i’m going to take a break for a couple of days. not go anywhere that would involve having to speak with these people until i figure out what is going on and what i’m going to do.

i’d like to get away from here. may be i’ll head out and spend the weekend with mrs. m and her family. but that takes energy too and i’m not sure if i’m up for it.

i need someone who will make me laugh and put me at ease without any strings attached.

and what is interesting is that things turn around when you stop trying. sigh.