ce n'est pas possible!

how can this be?
i hate starbucks but providence has always provided me with free* mocha frappucciono supplies... and i have always enjoyed them immensely (temporarily blocking out my dislike of the brand while relishing the yummy drink). i mean who doens't enjoy a creamy blend of coffee and milk and tons of sugar that tastes better than desert?!
so i can't understand why i cannot enjoy them anymore. i have one sitting in front of me right now, half consumed. i have no desire to finish it? am i losing my taste buds, appetite as well as sanity and general health? will i be able to recover in time to enjoy my time at home (including those home cooked meals i've been looking forward to for sooo long)?

tune in tomorrow to find out if our heroine makes it through another day with her superpowers intact.......

* currently free thanks to firm issued gift certificates and formally free due to a nice scholarship in undergrad that covered my meals at the dining hall that carried the dreamy deserts...